Thursday, May 21, 2009

Reuni SD?

kemarin berakhir sudah penderitaan gue.
ujian selesai. UAN, ujian praktek, uas wakaka dan segala tetek bengeknya telah selesai!
BANZAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!

hari ini gue bakal pergi jauh. yaitu ke Bandung.
asik lumayan deh sekalian nginep di Bandung!
menghilangkan rasa stres di kepala dan rasa sesak di dada (apaan seh?)
jujur aja gue pingin ke paris van java: cafe nya hehe gue belum pernah sih
kata Karina, disana bagus banget nd makanannya enak2 jadi kepengen deh -,-

ohya hari sabtu temen2 esde gue pada ngajak reunian
hm gue mah oke oke aja. cuman meeeen ntar kaga ada triya!!! hueee
terus lisa juga kaga dateng katanya, terus si dimas jelek itu juga
aaaaaaah reuni apa itu? masa salah satu sahabat terdekat gue nd mantan gue malah kaga dateng!
(wekeke piss yang bikin acaranya~ cman bercanda)
aaaah jujur aja beteeeeeee gueeeee pada kaga kompaaak woooooooo
-_____________________-

aaah pada dateng doong pleaseeee huhu tiya lisa dimaaas :(
padahal gue kangen banget sama mereka huhu temen temen esde kuuuu
udah setaun lebih keanya ga ktemu mreka haha
aduh kangen aaah kangeeeeen

rasanya ga kerasa banget. dulu gue pindahan dari sd asfie
hari pertama gue udah kenal kezia yang kebetulan temen les gue dulu
terus gue di kenalin sama dewi nd triya
haha gue juga di kenalin sama dimas dan saat itu juga gue jatuh cinta sama dia
8 bulan gue nunggu dia!
hahaha
dan tiba2 di 11 maret 2006 yang ga di sangka2 gue pun jadian sama dia
itu semua juga berkat sahabat2 gue yang selalu setia menolong juga men support gue!
ya ampun
bulan april 2006 waktu itu udah mulai persiapan general test.
udah ujian praktek, ulum, dan tiba2 di bulan mei gue kena usus buntu!
di rawat dan temen2 pada ngejenguk satu angkatan haha

keluar rumah sakit, ada praktek tata boga haha
anak2 pada kaget ngeliat gue. hihi waktu itu rasanya reksa ngurusin gue bangeeet
haha of course karena saat itu reksa adalah abang2an gue!
dia ngambilin gue makan, terus nyuruh gue duduk aja ga boleh ikut2 bantu membantu
dewi juga keanya sayaaaang banget ama gue!
tapi syaang waktu itu dimas keanya agak sebel ama gue, huh seharusnya pacar keluar dari rumah sakit seneng dong! haha

malemnya juga ada tahajud bareng. ya ampun kangennya
gue yang nekad akhirnya ikut tuh acara!
padahal gue baru keluar dari rumah sakit tuhh hihi

akhirnya tiba juga hari general test.
gue masih inget gimana deg2an gue haha soalnya general test sama aja kea ujian nasional! hihi
bkin stres!
tapi kalo di pikir2 lebih siap gue pas di smp sih :D
dan gue sama dimas tetep jadian sampe hari pengumuman general test
gue ga di terima di SMP pilihan pertama dan gue nangis ga karuan
dewi juga ikut nangis!
tapi tiba2 agi husen teriak manggil gue, kalo pacar gue justru ga di terima2 dimana2

"HAH?"
"cha.."
"bohong kan lo?"
"cha sabar yaa"
"eh apaan sih lo"
gue pun ngeliat di komputer di situ jelas2, pacar gue Dimas, emang ga di terima
"dia kan.. dia lebih pinter dari gue"
"cha ini semua hoki2an"
"tapi ga adil dong! GA ADIL!"
dewi meluk gue
"ga adil! dimas pinter dan dia pasti sekolah di smp negeri!"
"chaaaa"
akhirnya gue nangis lamaaa banget di pelukannya dewi yang ikut nangis juga

malemnya gue smsan sama dimas sampe jam 2 (kalo ga salah)
gue support dia pokoknya bener2 support dia banget deh
dan besoknya dia bilang ke nova, katanya dia ga mau putus sama gue
yaah dia bilang gue cwe blablablasensor nya saat itu
gue bahagia banget dengernya
eeeh tapi karena ke bego an gue
gue pingin ngerjain dia pas ultah dengan bohong gue pura2 pindah ke surbay
aaaaaaah dianya minta putus deh (menghela nafas)

bego ya gue? hahaha
gue juga berpikir saat itu begoooooo banget!
tapi yah mau gimana lagi? emang udah saatnya kan haha

tapi gue bersyukur pindah ke 08 soalnya gue bisa ketemu sama dewi lisa kezia hary reksa dimas febri yang bener2 real best friend gue banget haha
gue ga akan pernah sekalipun mau ngelupain mereka :(

dan akhirnya terdampar gue di SMPN 80
dan juga akhirnya 3 taun juga gue di 80.
gue masih inget pertama kali gue pake rok biru dan mengatakan sama mama gue
"haha pake rok biru"

banyak suka duka di 80
banyak cowo yang gue taksir di 80
banyak msalah untuk nyyari sahabat yang bener2 sahabat
banyak masalah juga untuk nyari abang yang bener2 abang

di kelas 7, gue punya geng. tapi bubar di kelas 8
kelas 7 gue juga punya abang, Andri, cowo paling baik saat itu yang eprnah gue knal!
tapi putusan di kelas 8
di kelas 7 juga gue ketemu cowo kaka kelas, Ka Dadeng, dan sampe kelas 8 cinta gue ga pernah ilang ke dia.

kelas 8, gue punya geng, wargol. sampe kelas 9 ga bubar
kelas 8 juga gue dapet abang, Ito. cukup lama gue sama dia
tapi akhirnya gue minta putusan juga.
gue pun tetep cinta sama ka dadeng, wlopun gue udah ada ade kelas.

kelas 9, kelas paling gue cinta karena ini taun gue terakhir di 80
gue tetep sama karina odi piye raya uti yang dari wargol.
I found my best friends :)
tapi di kelas 9 gue ada The Rambo, pelesetan dari The Rainbow yang ada di Kepompong
gue juga sebagai Helen yang sering mengatakan: menurut buku yang gue baca...
gue ga nemuin abang, tapi gue nemuin cowo yang berkelakuan kea abang.
yudha soy ihsan. emang sih ada beberapa cowo yang ngajakin gue ade kkan, tapi gue ga mau! hihi
di tempat les juga gue dapet abang, cuman mereka bukan abang yang gue harapkan haha

sampe gue berpikir, abang sejati gue yaaa emang ito.
haha
gue paling sayang sama dia, sebagai abang. haha
hidup gue dikelas 9 bener2 colorful! (bukan penuh kolor ya- garing)
gue bahagia banget, tapi syang di 93 gue ga bener2 nemuin sahabat yang bener2 sahabat hihi
emang cuman karina deh

dan sekarang gue tinggal menunggu hari sampe tanggal 20 juni untuk pengumuman lulus.
semuanya kea trulang lagi
perpisahan, nunggu kelulusan, lulus, masuk SMA, adaptasi lagi
selaluuuuu kea gitu!
ada perasaan nd pikiran gue ga mau pisah, tapi disisi lain gue udah terlalu bosen di 80. haha
gue pingin suasana baru. tapi rasanya gue masih ga rela kalo disuruh pisah sama karina,uti,wargol, the rambo, ito, yudha, isan, soy, brian, abu, pandu, regy, demy, nanta aaah semua anak 93 juga
"yaah akhirnya 3 taun juga"

dan sekarang gue sedang preparing to be a new student of 81 shs! kyaaaa
amiiiin
81, HERE I COME :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Avril Lavigne with Her Abbey Dawn Fashion Line

uas oh uas

gila uas membuat saya gila.
besok gue uas ips dan gue malah ga belajar sama sekali!
ooooooh my gaaaaaawddddddddd males buanget zzzzz
bodo amat ah besok gue ngelirik2 aja booodoooo teuing laah (kata karina)
hm tapi entar gue belajar sejarah juga deh. gue kaga berani kalo bener2 ga belajar hehehe

anyway anyway tadi om gue komen ke status facebook gue
kan status gue berbunyi: "Echa Nerissa Arviana seharusnya kalo gue udah ga peduli sama dia gue gausah mikirin dia kan? tapi tetep aja gue pingin nolong dia -___-"
di komen sama om gue!

Yayaz Parastho
Yayaz Parastho at 10:06am May 18
mikirin siapa cha..??pikirin sekolah dulu donk cha...hihhii...
Echa Nerissa Arviana
Echa Nerissa Arviana at 12:46pm May 18
hhihihihi jadi malu nih om udah males sekolah jadinya begini de
Yayaz Parastho
Yayaz Parastho at 1:03pm May 18
echa..katanya mau jadi dokter..??kalo malez sekolah ,ntar malah jadi dokter cinta lagi,kayak mba raz item....hihihi
Echa Nerissa Arviana
Echa Nerissa Arviana at 1:10pm May 18
ihihihi jangan gitu dong jadi merinding nih ah haha
aku lagi uas loh tapi mualeeees banget abisnya pelajaran ips. udh gitu pelajarin dari kelas 1! aaaaaalaaamakkjang!


ahaha emang repot ya kalo punya om yang punya facebook
mungkin gue mesti balik ke friendster? lebih aman?
wekekekeke ogah deh alay semua sih :D

by the way, gue lagi browsing new moon nih
Finally, emang bener2 Dakota Fanning ya yang jadi Jane hahaha
cakep sih dia, terus aktingnya juga keren akakaka
Look!


Cantik ya? Hahaha mirip gue gitu sih (cuih~)

Hmm pada dasarnya gue emang suka sama novel novel fantasi sih
Tapi kea LOTR, engga tau kenapa gue ga gitu suka. Abis jijik juga gue ngliat si makhluk cebolnya itu ~
Terus HP juga nih July ini rilis juga kan?
Ahhhh Can't Wait deh! Gue penasaran pas Dumbly nya mati hahaha
Mmm nih gue dapet ... namanya apa sih? posternya? iya kali ya posternya?


Tapi di situnya masih tercetak 2008/11!
Bhuuuu! padahal udah lewat!
Yaaah walaupun gitu gue bneran cant wait niih !
New Moon nya juga!

Dan gue lagi seneng aja. Hahaha
gue udah ngasih tau belum sih? kalo gue udah dapet The Best Damn Tour Live in Toronto sama FOB Live in Phoenix?
Finaly, I got them!
Yang susah tuh nyari Avril nya, tapi bener2 keren ya tuh konsernya!
Gue masih bingung, dia tuh hebat bnget walau sendiri (dan bersama dancer dancernya) tapi tetep aja bisa nguasain stage nya ckck

nih gue dapet pic nya~

yang nonton aja segitu banyaknya. means that orang2 begitu mencintainya haha

sebenernya perubahan dia berdampak baik juga sih.
salah satunya: di konser dia jadi sering senyum ketawa. soalnya pas di konser my world yang pernah gue tonton (di dvd) itu tuh dia bener2 ga senyum atau ketawa sama sekali. Gile
dan sekarang dia berubah jadi feminim terus suka warna pink. (kea gue dong?)
HAHAHAHA
Dan dia semakin pintar bermain drum piano juga gitar
ini bisa di buktikan saat ia membawakan lagu Contagius sambil bermain Drum meeeen!



Hahaha gue promosi nih. abisnya gue nge fans banget hihi
Pokoknya bener2 nge fans sama dia deh
Makanya gue berharap gue bisa nonton konsernya someday, gapapa deh diluar negeri!
gue yakin bokap nyokap ngizinin hehehe
(tapi mungkin harus nunggu sampe album ke empatnya kali ya)

Anyhoo dia juga udah ngeluarin Abbey Down!
Fashion Style nya dia. Grrrr kapan ya Abbey Down nyampe Indonesia?
Hueeeeh. Keanya masih 5 taun lagi deh
fashion store yang kea punya J.Lo aja setau gue kaga ada di Indo? Haha (ada ga sih?)
Bodo teuing. entar gue balik lagi deh ke LA pasti ada di LA nya! (AMIIIN)

First Abbey Down Store:

and anjrit! itu di Jepang!
Gilaaaaaaa kenapa sih dia segitu cintanya sama Jepang?
Oh Mamaaaaaaaaa, izinkan aku ke Jepang sekarang juga untuk belanja di Abbey Down!
Hiks -,-

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Gaptek.

Seize The Day, Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to each over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
The streets we travelon will undergo our some lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you till our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I dont want to leave you

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to each over

Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where should we go?
Will you take a journey toninght, follow me past the walls of death?
But Girl, what if there is no eternal life?

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to each over
Trials in life, questions of us exciting here, dont wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again?
I never want to leave you and the memory for us to see
I beg dont leave me

(Silence, you lost me, no chance for one more time)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home ~


Aduh jujur aja nih ya. Gue bener bener nda ngerti sama blogger!
Gue baru bisa ganti layout nih.
Itupun gue bisa ganti layout kalo make layout dari createblog.com
Dan anehnya ! Kok link nya nda bisa udah gitu profile info nya ga ada
Arrrrghhhh ga ngertiiii!

Anyway, ada sesuatu yang pingin gue ceritain hehe
Yaaah ga gitu penting sih cuman tentang lovelife gue haha

(mengehela nafas)
ternyata gue ga bener bener kenal dia ya?
gue kira gue kenal dia, gue kira gue tau dia luar dalem haha
dan ternyata gue ga kenal dia sama sekali (dalam maksut lain)

aduh pas bener gue lagi dengerin Seize The Day nya Avenged Sevenfold nih -,-

udah lumayan lama gue suka sama dia. karena sebuah kebetulan yang bener bener (luar)biasa.
dia baik sama gue. perhatian banget sama gue haha
pertamanya gue ga ngerasa apa apa tapi yah sebagai cewe normal di perhatiin sama cowo kan malah bikin kita blablabla gitu yaa?
setelah pikir panjang yaudahlah akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk suka sama dia. haha
karena waktu itu gue juga baru patah hati :D

gue jadi deket sama dia. ga deket banget sih
yaah cuman jadi lebih deket.
gue kira gue udah ngerti dia, udah tau dia
hahaha ternyata hari ini gue baru nemuin banyak dari sisi dia yang lain.
mungkin gue bakal nyoba pelan2 untuk lupain dia deh haha

Anyhoo, besok gue uas loh hahaha tapi gue masih nyantai nyantai aja disini nge posting hahaa
gue males belajar. gue pasrahkan semua pada Allah saja hehe

Bokap gue juga udah pulang. Hihi cuti 3 bulan gitu loooooooh!
Asik deh bisa jalan jalan haha

Ohya kemarin pagi gue ke senayan, nyoba latian nyetir mobil haha
asik deh gaya gayaan banget gue!
pertama sih guengebet banget. eeeh eehhh pas udah nyampe senayan gue langsung tegang gitu!
ga mungkin kan udah nyampe senayan gue malah gamau?

udah nih, gue tuker posisi duduk ma bokap gue.
bokap: pelan2 injek kopling
gue: (injek kopling)
bokap: sampe abis
gue: (sampe abis)
bokap: masukin giginya
gue: (gue masukin ke gigi satu)
bokap: pelan2 injek gas nya
gue: ....
bokap: ayo?
gue: ...
bokap: lah gimana sih?
gue: takut.
bokap: ayo coba dulu
gue: .... (injek gas)
mobil: (loncat)
gue: @##$%%^&&*$#@!!

Hahahaha ternyata gue nginjek gas nya kebanyakan wakakakakaak
Gue langsung nangis saat itu juga loh! Hihi
Abis depan nya kan ada pos satpam. Masa mau gue tabrak?
Hahaha gue gaya gayaan sih hihi

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Friday, May 15, 2009

Can't Holding

After a year I ended our (un)special relationship with him, I've never contacted him again.
I thought that it will be easier to forget him.
Maybe he didn't agree with my mind at that time.

Time passed, finally I forgot him.
I didn't care about him anymore.
Feels like, "This is my life and you have your ownI always thought that I never have a relationship with him.

A year ago, he's my special person in my life.
He wasn't my boyfriend or something like that. He's my brother.
Everytime I wondered that I could have a brother. older brother.
I wanted to feel when a brother protects her sister.

Until I met him. I never knew what kinda boy he was.
Actually he's a serious boy, oh-- I mean, he's funny but he's serious too!

Short story, one day I said that I wanna have a brother.
Then he asked me to be his sister!
I was too happy at that time.
He said that he'll protects and loves me, but he cant does it everytime.
Finally, I agreed with his mind, cause I thought he's a good boy and he'll be a good brother too.
And he was my brother.

Yogyakarta - January 2008.
I celebrated my 13th birthday in Yogya with my bog family.
My 13th bday wasn't too great. I still opened my eyes till 00.25 am
I received many messages.
And of course, that boy, my brother was the first person who congrulated to me.
After that finally I slept and got 26 sms.
He always sent me messages everyday.

Jakarta - January 2008
That boy liked my friend. Gue yang bikin mereka jadian.
But, finally they ended their relationship on their 23th days. Because of me.

March 2008
Closer. My relationship with him was closer after they ended their relat.
But I thought it didn't like brother&sister, cause he started to be IdontUnderstandWithHim boy.
He called me something that he should says to his girlfriend.
He was too care to me.
Made me wish. Made me feel comfortable.

May 2008
I ended my relationship with him. You know why? Hahaha
He lied to me. Brengsek deh! ahahaha
He made me love him, he made me wish. But suddenly he threw everything!!
Actually he started all over with his ex-gf.
I choosed to end my sister&brother to forget him. But, at that time I really loved him.

August 2008

Finally I forgot him. I walked on my own life, and he did too.
I started all over with him. He tried to talk to me and I tried to answer his question.

November 2008
I dunno why. But suddenly he won't talked to me.
At that time, I still too child so I didnt care why he wont talked to me!

December 2008
I'll be on vacation! And I'll have a farewell party in my house.
I invited him, but he didn't come!

January 2009
Time passed so fast!
In Karina's house, I made a peace with him.
I felt so missed him and wanna talk to him again :D


May 2009

A year, right?
After a year he'd never talked to me about his privacy life, finally he talked to me today!
I didn't understand. Why he didn't care when his gf knew that I'm standing close with him?
Even the truth is I really missed him. But actually I still afraid if his gf angry to me again!
But, when I saw in his eyes, I felt that he really needs someone to hear his life.
To show his life.
And he choosed me to be the person who'll hear his life.

Maybe he missed me too. Haha :D
He told me everything that he could tell!
It was too long I cant hear about his life and I knew I really really missed him.

Firstly I couldnt believe that he really told me. Cause when I'm in the sister&brother relat, he'd never told his lofelife to me.
And that was the first time he really told me his lovelife! Hahaha
I'm happy.

When friends called me and him to not too close and long to talk each other.
But he said, "never mind, I called you. I wanna talk to you now!"
I really thought that he really needs me, as his listener.

Alhamdulilah now I dont have any special feeling to him.
So I told him that I EVER loved him and do you know his respons?
Chlucked.
Dare!